Following Spirit is All I have Ever Known.
I was born awake, basically seeing the world differently than those around me. I heard my guides & heard, felt & saw jesus- one vibration beyond visual sight. Jesus walked behind my left shoulder guided & taught me throughout my life. in 2016 jesus was no longer in the micro vibration behind my left shoulder in the manner I had been used to for 51 years. my experience was now his presence in full macro vibration only... christ consciousness.
I have not known any other way of being than being awake and knowing my soul charting. this has been my experienced of normal.
I was not raised in a RELIGIOUS home. we were not christian, nor was my upbringing spiritual. Before now I hadn't really thought about it, but my family didn't talk about spiritual or RELIGIOUS beliefs.
When my dad was dying of a brain tumor was the first time that I asked him if he believed in god? he said he figured there had to be something out there.
when i shared this with my mom in front of my brother mike and his wife, my mom's comment was "none of your damn business." I was starting to see the changes in my mother. My dad's death and inheriting money shifted my mothers trajectory.
best i can describe my parents would be agnostic. if i were to try to encapsulate their BELIEF system: treating others with respect & being truthful and being a decent person.
I am not saying this is wrong in any way, this is a healthy & common sense way of interacting. all i am saying is what my parents perspective was during my upbringing.
My deeply spiritual connection to the divine realms did not fit into their PARADIGM, but my parents didn't judge me, perhaps the best way to explain what it felt like was They weren't sure what to think, other than i had imaginary friends & it was kinda cute.
when i really started talking about jesus
I was fine with my family not seeing in the same manner. in a way i didn't really fully understand our differences. coming into the awareness that others didn't see the world from the perspective: through intuition, intuitive sight & hearing divine guidance came later in my childhood.
my walk with Jesus was as natural as breathing. i can now see why i didn't understand the limitations & MISREPRESENTATIONS that have been written & placed upon jesus when i was younger.
a major milestone was when we were living in tigard, i was guided by jesus to a little mall by the dairy queen off of hwy 99. i had lived in my neighborhood for years & had never noticed the christian bookstore at the end of this little mall. Jesus guided me to go inside and speak with the people who ran this store. by my asking questions, since i didn't really understand what this store was, they asked me if i wanted to sign up for bible study. I said yes!
at this point i had never read the bible nor owned a bible. jesus encouraged me to sign up, so i did. it did not occur to me this was part of my practicum to learn how to teach about jesus and bring the deeper meaning of what he was living. i now own several bibles, because there is a sacredness and there is truth in the bible. I have never really read more than i was guided to read.
i asked my mom to come with me to the christian book store i needed to ask her if we could purchase the bread of life cards. this was part of my practicum, for me to learn more about the written word. even as a child i knew there were distortions, lies and agendas, i didn't know the depth when I was younger. As I grew older i studied and learned about the games played by the people in power throughout our history; including in the bible. i could feel these half truths, AGENDA'S, lies and truths when discussing the bible or when my mom read the bread of life to me and i feel so very blessed that i was able to have jesus confirmed what i felt.
what i have felt & been shown are the places where truth vibrates and matches what i was taught in my walk with jesus. these types of issues and propaganda are true for most main stream sacred texts. mother earth's people it is time to see beyond the limitations and the social collective control mechanisms. time to wake up and see the reality behind the social collective veil put in place to keep you from knowing the sacred truths... we are all vibrations & frequencies of the divine source light.